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lyrics
I am so fucking tired and I haven’t done anything I walked around in circles for an hour I don’t feel anything had a conversion in my head with a person I have not spoken to in five months and I don’t wanna but it gave me something small to hate on for a moment before I got off the couch and made a second lunch
Tell the feeling to calm itself down
I’m going out my head
I need to calm down
tried to learn yoga cause I have so much time now it wasn’t as relaxing as they said it’d be I end up falling on myself and all these breathing excersizes don’t work if you have asthma and I can’t fucking breathe on a normal day and I keep thinking I look stupid but nobody’s watching me I miss my three friends and the days that they’d be telling me about the last time Mik pulled out the wine I think I laughed until I peed myself and when I laugh too hard it sort of sounds like a honk when it gets too loud there is an absence of loud
Tell the feeling to calm itself down
I wish I liked smoking weed about now
I need to calm down
I am trying damn right now to keep any food down and every time I pass by a mirror all I see is this body it’s pretending it’s me and no one sees it I’m beginning to think that I have been bodynapped
and holy fucking shit what if my body is an alien and what if every mirror is it’s spaceship a portal with a purpose meant to make you feel stuck in bodyland and everybody else is there too we’ve all been bodynapped
Tell the feeling to calm itself down
I need to calm myself down
Tell me that we’ll hang out when this is all over I do truly miss you I know I got colder give me a call next week and I’ll try my best to be your virtual shoulder
credits
released April 6, 2020
artwork - caro ragatz
lyrics + vox - emma bleker
gtr + bgvox - miriam tyler
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